+The Ulti.Mate Me+

+Color is back+

2011-02-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hi dolls,

I was away for 2 weeks and been busy with traveling. Busy as I am right now, I do have time to update my fashion blog. I try to slot my time to update more often. The problem is certain continent or area has no internet connection or free wireless available..

Without wasting my time and yours, lets move on to my +Colors is back+

Enjoy!

Halston Heritage Dress- Neiman Marcu

Kate Spade

KAS New York Blouse

Kate Spade

Marc by Marc Jacobs

Pin Up pencil Skirt

Pencil skirt

Marc by Marc Jacobs

Topshop Skirts

Wild Coral


X-Ray Rock Galaxy- Yoana Baraschi Dress

+Still HOT!+

2011-02-03T14:47:00.000+08:00

Pale Denim

Amrita Singh Gold cuff

BCBGeneration "Samantha" Clutch

Buenta Vente Faux leather Clutch

Chanel Black Caviar Classic Grand Shopper Bag

Chanel Black Caviar Classic Bag

Deepa Gurnani "Headband"

Flats "Butter" Santos

Fred Flare

Olivia Harris by Joy Gryson - Staple Garment Dye Ball Hobo

Teardrops Earring

Momas by Vince Camuto

Normal Braids

Bright Red lipstick

Fishtails braids

Hot Pink lipsticks

Peasant Blouse

Pink, Rose blushers

Trenches coat

Orange Skirt

Hi Dolls

Check out my sneak preview on the STILL HOT items.  You might think that some of your items is not in-style nemore. Well, I guess you are wrong. Please keep all your items u purchased because you might need it one day such as; high waist trousers/jeans/pants, hobo bags,wedges n etc..

Enjoy!

Tata!!!

+Perfect Party outfit+

2011-02-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

A few of my favorite picks for perfect party outfit. Make sure your choice of dress fits you perfectly and comfortable.

Lipsy London

Alberta Ferreti

Alice + Olivia purple dress

Little Black Dress

Kristen Stewart in Valentino

Lipsy London

Silk Jumpsuit

One- Sleeved- dress

Wren- Sylvie Jacket

+Best dress+

2011-02-01T13:34:00.000+08:00

Hi Dolls

I have my own choice of celebrities best dress. These are my picks.

Kim Kardashian in Marchesa

Lauren Conrad in Alice + Olivia

Lauren Conrad in Pogah

Anne Hathaway in Giorgio Armani

Blake Lively in Versace

Blake Lively in Lanvin

Emma Roberts in Malandrino

Gwyneth Paltrow in Emilio Pucci

Jennifer Aniston in Valentino

Keira Knightley in Chanel

Jennifer Aniston in Valentino


Natalie Portman in Lanvin

+what is your lingerie style+

2011-01-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hi dolls

For this season, we have a perfect bras, undies and more!!! From pretty to sophisticated, sexy and playful. Let's check it out..

Pretty.. pale colors, romantic lace and so feminine


Julianna Rae -"indulgence demi bra"


Stella McCartney- "Josephine Marrying corset"

Sophisticated.. rich colors are simply elegant

Mimi Holiday- Etoile de Nuit silk satin


Jenna Leigh

Sexy..lots of lace

La Perla


Mission Control

Playful...cheerful n flirty

Elle Macpherson

Victoria's secret


Victoria's secret

You can now buy the perfect bras and panties according to your mood (Sexy, playful, pretty and sophisticated).

+one sleeve dress+

2011-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm super lovin' the one sleeve dress.

I want to have one of it.. Tailor made of course!

+Day time looks+

2011-01-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

Day time I prefer to put on a simple and comfortable clothes, such as below:

Shopping success

2011-01-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

During day time, i prefer to dress comfortably especially when I go shopping. Wear lightweight clothes that are easy to put in and out. I also prefer shopping on weekdays just to avoid the crowds.

I set aside enough money to get what I really need and want without spending more than I can afford. Back in the days, I'm a bad impulse shopper. I bought a new clothes without trying and I just grabbed wutever I want. I couldn't control myself and I realized it's a bad habit. Well, It's OK to invest on expensive handbags (although, some ppl disagree with me. They will say "A handbag is not an investment).. Remember!Buy the best quality you can afford.

Shop alone... I love to shop alone and it's the best way to concentrate on what i'm looking for, and it's time- efficient. To have a shopping partner can be a bit annoying because they comment on what you like and they have different sense of fashion. However, if you have a perfect shopping partner then it's very helpful.

Buy for everyday reality....No matter how much you love the clothes you buy, if you it doesn't fit you everyday criteria it will collect dust. So, buy a clothes you wear everyday.

Return policy.. Make sure the things you purchase has a return policy. :P

Shopping during sales... I hate sale more than anything because I don't get the chance to find my perfect size.

OK! I guess that's about it.. KAPISH!!

+Deleted some post+

2011-01-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

As some of you might notice I have this account since 2007. Today I have deleted over 300 items because I do not need those memories nemore. Apparently, some bits of it remain to keep.

I would like to start a brand new blog without any negative energy/environment.

Enjoy!

+February must have+

2011-01-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hi dolls.. This is my second update for February picks.. Enjoy yourself :D

1. Full Skirts

2. Medallion necklace

3. Linen dress

4. Silky blouse

5. Charm necklace

6. Chunky heels

7. Wooden Wedges

8. Cropped pants

9. Skinny cargo pants

10. 2011 Maxi dress

11. One sleeved dress

+After party+

2011-01-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

Keep it casual and you don't have to be over the top all the time.

1. Lace jumper/top

2. Galaxy skirt

3. Zirconia earrings

4. Silver satin bag/clutch

5. Leather boots

+January Must have+

2011-01-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

These are my favourite pick for January. I know it's almost February and I'm a lil' bit behind.

1. Bright color dress (Orange, purple, yellow,green or coral)

2. Luxe cuff

3. Blace Lacey dress

4. Saddle shoe

5. Mid- length skirts

6. High- waist pants/trousers/jeans wear with simple top

7. Denim jacket

I will update on February must have,... Soon!

+New year, New change+

2011-01-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna change this blog into my fashion blog.. I can actually get a new account instead but I think I like it 'ere. My main reason, i still like my old blog and secondly, im too lazy to open a new one.

To start a new blog of mine, I would like to say thank you for reading and checking out my blog. The reason I want to change to a fashion blog because I have the passion in fashion since i was 5 years old (blame it on my aunt). She pampered me with clothes, accessories and etc...

I'm inspired by Coco Chanel because she has the elegant, edgy, romantic, vintage and very classy style. I even have a few of my own fashion icon; Jennifer Aniston, Lauren Conrad, Gwyneth Paltrow, Audrey Hepburn, The Olsen sisters, Queen Rania, Late Princess Diana and Kate Moss. I like bright colors because it makes me feel confident and very happy person. In fashion, we need to be daring (still look good) and comfortable. I don't have to wear sexy clothes to look sexy.. Wearing a simple t-shirt and skinny jeans can make me look sexy and feel sexy. You don't need to buy expensive/luxury goods to look good. Even cheap stuffs can make u look expensive. U need to know how to mix and match ur items. Trust me!!i did that most of the times. Fashion has always influenced our lives in so many ways.

Stay simple and comfortable will make your day :D

A girl should be two things: classy and fabulous. Coco Chanel

+November babey+

2010-11-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

It's November and the time flies so fast, it's scary for me and I bet for y'all. I have yet to start a thing for the moment. All i know is I have abandoned my blog for 5 months. I really have nothing to jot down or maybe I am too lazy. Last weekend I went to PD and it's nice to get out from the city. Nothing much to do in PD except for a nice breezy weather. It was raining and the weather was chill.

However, they don't have any night life and the bar I went was boring. The band that performed was not as entertained because the lady can't sing at all. Her voice was dull..

Xmas is coming soon. I have yet to list the things I'm going to buy for my family. AND 2011 is coming soon!!!I'm getting older and I really10x need to prepare my new resolution. I have plans for my own and I hope it will go smoothly like i plan.

Well, I'm pretty excited since mummy and Shane is coming in 2 weeks time..WOOHOOO!! I miss them so much.

I guess that's all for now..TTYL y'all!

+to the cowards+

2010-07-27T17:34:00.001+08:00

To whom it may concern..

why did we accept ur offer to do our house?

1. we want to help you.

2. Because my mother trust u

3. Because u r my close friend and i trust u

4. Due to ur financial problem.

However, u take us for granted and betrayed me as ur friend. You spoiled my mom's house and it is not properly done. ALSO not according to what my mom wants.. rmh mek org pakey tetak nektok bcuz of wut u did. Here are the things u did:

1. our sliding window smua t'blt.

2. Our house color is dark gray and almost to black color

3. Tekeh2 simen & cat x d buang.

4. U told my mother that wall outside is not under the contract (WTF???u promised to paint everything)

5. simen rah car porch mek org x d licin..

Hello Mr and Mrs, if u r intelligent enough why did u avoid urself from all of us.. U blamed ur workers instead of urself. U r the leader and u need to check everything. Its ur responsibility. In that case, wut's the point my mom accept ur offer to renovate our house. THINK!!!!Mun mak aku nunggah agak rmh pg la..jangan brk alasan mcm2..so it's obvious kawu nipu and takut!

Cuba kawu mlh rumah org kdk kawu mlh rmh mek org automatically org akan pk sama kdk mek org. Org akan mdh kawu nipu n yet u still denied it.. You don't have to worry about other ppl but worry about urself. Make sure u dun cheat other ppl like wut u did to my mom.. AND to his MRS please back off and u have a bad mouth. Dlm fb jak kawu berani nak bising2 n it is not necessary to update ur status so ppl think u r innocent. I don't buy it!!only ur friends.Mun dah tauk slh ngakuk jak la jgn buang masa agk..BODO!

Maybe I was wrong about the phone u bought..FINE!if u bought it by ur own salary but still the house look like shit. Kawu nyuruh aku pk nak coba kawu pk dlk!!jangan nak ngajar aku pk..BTW, i know u r the one who hold the money ok.. u have a bad mouth! berik malu family dikpun jak.

Remember also that work is work, business is business..wutever personal life u have or others have u shouldn't mix it up. It's got nothing with the house. Be professional next time.

I was wrong about our friendship!

Best of luck and God bless u both always!

me and my days

2010-06-25T18:39:00.001+08:00

Hey hey hey..

It's been awhile i abandoned my blog. As u all know i've been bz with life and job hunting again! I got an offer from KDU as a marketing handling ACCA programmes (and again..ACCA). How i wish I don't get myself involved with ACCA but I guess it's about time for me not to choosy in finding a job. However, I can only start after my cousin wedding which is in July... or else im gonna miss the reception which it's not gonna happen!

To make myself bz i watched 90210 marathon (trust me I rather watch 90210 instead of Gossip Girls). Our house in Kuching is yet to complete which It took them so long to complete it. Frankly, I was excited but now NOT ANYMORE bcuz i'm kinda worried ..they promised us it will complete by June but then this is almost end- of- the- month.. enuf said..Just wait n see!

Last week me, the boyfriend and the housemate organized a pool BBQ. It was fun. Everybody enjoying themselves. I cooked and they all like my cooking..hihi.. maybe one day i should open a restaurant since i can cook.. :)

I guess that's all to update!

2010-06-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

"This is me and my mom.She's 33-34 years old and she's single.But I think I can grow up without a father cuz I dont want one..."- Shane Noel

I went to my nephew's site and guess wut i saw (read above). I'm touched beyond his words. He was left by his irresponsible father when he was in my sis tummy. He's growing so fast and i'm proud to c him can live and survived without his father. We love him unconditionally and I hope one day he will achieve what he wants to do.

I hope one day his irresponsible father will regret of the things he did. The biggest mistakes he made is to leave my sister and his son.. They don't need him anyway bcuz they live happily without him.. God is fair.

+jobless+

2010-05-05T22:15:00.001+08:00

Jobless...

Being jobless is no fun at all. No extra income.

I'm counting the days to be back on track. I have a few offer but I'm actually looking for something that is near to my place. I'm not being choosy but I hate to travel too far.

For now I'm just staying at home and waiting for my trip back to Kuching. As for my Bangkok trip it has to be canceled because of crisis in Thailand. Most probably, I'm going to KK or reschedule my trip (either one).

I spend my time with my dog. He's quite happy to see me around everyday and I'm very happy because he kept me company.

I guess that's all

+lauren conrad+

2010-04-20T12:56:00.000+08:00

I'm a big fan of Lauren Conrad from The Hills. I loikeee her fashion sense and she has a great mixture of colors. I know watching The Hills is actually a NO NO to some people but her role is the calm and cool person.

Lauren Conrad is an American television personality, author and a fashion designer. At the age of 22 she own her own clothing line. I adore her as a successful young adult with big ambition.

Enuf with the introduction..

Here are my Lauren Conrad fashion styles...

+Lisa Donavan+

2010-04-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

Since I'm so FREAKING free lately.. I enjoyed watching Lisa Nova's vlog. She has parodied a few celebrities, public figures and tv shows in her youtube channel. She produced short films and it is freaking funny. Her most popular video is "Dumb Water".

Here U go!!enjoy urself

-Dumb Water+

-HOT MODELS on America's Next Top Model-

+Grey Platforms+

2010-04-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

I purchased a pair of grey platforms via online yesterday. I'm in love with the design however when and will i wear it?? I have a problem wearing high heels and wut more a 10cm high platforms.. Check it out!!

Have u heard a Compulsive Shopping Disorder (CSD). I think I have CSD, which I bought unnecessary stuff but I don't wear it. Some of the things i bought are still with price tags. I cannot control myself from buying things especially colorful colors. I'm an awful shopper. I just grab and buy without thinking..

I'm not a shopaholic because I don't shop everyday. Shopaholic is worst than CSD (i guess!!)

That's all for now

+Life after leaving the Company+

2010-04-17T19:00:00.002+08:00

Life after resignation..

I'm very slow on updating my own blog. I'm not busy as before but then I really don't know what to write down.

About a week ago I went back to Kuching and visit my fam. My mom is going to renovate our house and I hope they can do like what she always wanted. As for me, I have to share my room with my sister. My eldest sister doesn't want to share room. Well, who cares because I'm not living there after all. Maybe in few years more. I just want to have my own house. Since im the independent among my sisters..

Since im not working anymore with the company I always kept myself busy. I have to do things or else i get bored easily. Im going to start jogging tomorrow. I have to cut down my shopping since I don't have any job now. I'm a terrible shopper!!!i just grab stuff without thinking and trying. I have 100 pairs of shoes now and I only wore my favorite ones. I'm not sure if i'm a shopaholic but then a few ppl i know thru FB claim themselves as a shopaholic. As for me, I cannot control myself. I would buy the same tops but different colors. I have a few dresses still with price tag in my closet. I gave some to my sis and friends.

Books!!I love books. I read and collect books. Recently, i bought an In style book which it helps a lot about fashion, colors and body shapes. My favorite designer would be Coco Chanel. I really2 like her classic style. She is/ was the best designer ever!. Perhaps one day I'm going to buy one of her classic handbag.

Beauty care & Cosmetics.
I love collecting make ups . I own 2 MAC Pallets. I love colors and I like to play with colors. Chanel, Dior, Estee Lauder, Clinique, Benefits, Lancome and Laura Mercier is my fav products and I have a few collections. I don't really use all these make up but I love all of 'em.

Accessories, handbags and etc..
I have own collection of accesories, handbags, watches and etc. The reason I bought all of these things because I don't like to borrow from friends. I mean its better to own it. I don't bother to call up a friend to borrow their things because I have all of it. I don't mind borrow-ing my stuff to my friends as long they return it back in good condition. They need to be responsible with the things they borrow.

I've been mumbling for so long. That's all.. will update soon!!

+mood swings+

2010-03-24T14:57:00.001+08:00

Definition of mood swing:

A mood swing is an extreme or rapid change in mood.

when it comes to mood swings everybody has one. I have a friend who is extremely moody most of the time which I got really irritated. She has one kind of attitude that I don't really like. She's rude, pushy and disrespectful . I mean when u have that attitude, ppl will avoid themselves from her including myself. I'm not trying to say i'm good bcuz nobody is perfect but at least i respect ppl.

I much dislike when i just need a small favor and he/ she replied in a VERY RUDE tones. I do not need your money nor your energy for that. I just want u to f*cking page me when someone is calling me. It's an important phone call with the HR in UK. Is it so F*cking hard to page me? For me that kind of person is immature and she really2 need to grown up. She seem don't care about other ppl feelings.

She need to learn some manners. When you are rude to someone ppl will lose their respect to her. She don't have to go berserk all the time..Nothing can last forever if she is still with her SUPER SELFISH attitude. xda org nak muji perangey kawu ya..

I have another 2 days to c her and I hope in the future she can change to a better person..GROW UP!

+boleh blah la+

2010-03-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

This year our organization will not organize any graduation ceremony. Instead the graduation ceremony we replaced it to Celebrates which is to focus on celebrating the true meaning of membership.

Some affiliates cannot accept the fact that there is no more graduation, some couldn't be bother and some are OK with it. Those who are NOT OK they started to ask so many question and guess wut they even wanna make a complaint. I received one; "*tut* is a professional course,but no graduation ceremony really make us so disappointed!How to make a complain about this?.. Haloooo.. u write a complaint like as if it will change everything. Plus, u r not the prize winner and ur mark pun ciput jak.. She is trying to be smart ass but don't try to be. I understand why she is disappointed bcuz it is not easy to sit for 14 papers but I cannot help it but telling her it's a new thing in our organization.

Anyhoo, i still think she's a dumb ass bcuz i explained many times and still asking the same question..

+East over West+

2010-03-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

On Traxx Fm this morning they came up with a cool topic. The title of the topic is 'What do Sarawakian and Sabahan think about KL people?" Actually I have an answer for that..

My personal opinion is 80% of the KL people are selfish, snobbish, rude and not responsible. I've been leaving in KL for 4 years and I met all kind of people.

Bad and rude drivers
take advantage on their own friends
show off, high talk and snobbish
look down on East people (which they always thought we still leave in a tree!!!). BTW, our 'trees' has a lift on it. How Hi- Tech Sarawak is.
Always think they are right
The most pathetic attitude they have is; never admit their own mistakes and put blame on others.

However, 20% of the people in KL are nice and friendly. I mean u really2 need to choose the correct person you want to befriend with. They can be very2 nice to you if you are nice to them. They can be humble, easy goin and fun to be with. I have a few friends in KL and they are nice and cool.

One thing I realized that they are not so so open minded like East people. Maybe due to our culture differences. Only a few of them are open minded.

Wut i really2 like it here is they have cool boutiques!!Forever 21, top shop, Cotton On, Gossip boutique and etc..they have cool sense of fashion compare to Sarawak people. And here they don't care wut u wear but sum ppl can just stare at you bcuz they are jealous of the things u wear.

The only thing i'm not keen about Sarawakian ppl is they stare at you so much and gossip a lot about other ppl. They could stare at you all day long...they start to whisper among each other and giggle. I think they watch too much of Gossip Girls. It's pretty annoying when they do dat.

That's all I have for today!!

+was it a good decision?+

2010-03-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

it's pretty sad when ur superior ignore you in the office. I know that i'm leaving soon but by ignoring me is not the way for her to sort out things. It makes me feel guilty about it. I need to move on and sum friends told me just ignore it.

I know i disappoint her in so many ways. She gave so much hope in me and we both attached with each other. She's a nice superior but then sometime u need to do something u want to do. I'm young and i think there is a lot of opportunity for me out there.

I'm goin' to miss my moment here with everybody and i learned a lot. I gained experience here and guess wut i became more matured compared to b4. Maybe bcuz i mixed around with older ppl so it makes me more who i am.

For me they are not my friends or colleagues. They are like family to me. All i can say is "all the best to them"

That's all

Hugsssss

+Goodbye+

2010-03-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

I finally submitted my resignation letter last Tuesday. I'm leaving the organization for good and further UP my studies. I'm pretty excited but also sad. I'm sad leaving all my friends but excited to study.

I hate saying goodbye especially to my boss. She's the best boss ever. I wish her all the best and I hope she can find sum1 better to replace me.

i had the best moment here with everybody.

Thanx for the helpful guidance people!

+New Year Ahead+

2010-01-07T11:10:00.004+08:00

Cheers to New Year.

May the year 2010 will bring me and everybody a happiness, success and filled with peace and hope.

Close the old books and open the new ones. Thank you for the memories(fam, HIM, friends and haters). New Chapter will begin soon. Forgive and Forget (i guess so..)..Move on, Cindy!!!

As the beginning of my chapter I will start a new thing in my life. Regardless of wut had happened last year I will keep aside. I'm growing, growing and growing up. I'm 25 years old and I shouldn't be bother about others negative opinion. Am I right??

Bestie is leaving to Doha and I'm gonna miss her..All the best to her!!She's the best house mate i ever have.

Currently i'm surveying a new place to stay. I mean a condominium or apartment they allow me to keep my pet. It's pretty hard to find such a place but I know they have it. I saw a few but the rental is tremendously expensive which I cannot afford.

A friend of mine is leaving soon and she will work with Audit firm. I'm gonna miss her bcuz we're quite close in the office.

When is my turn???

+Push The Tempo by Fatboy slim+

2009-05-25T12:15:00.004+08:00

+the best videoclip ever!!..all tym fav+

+Generosity+

2008-11-10T09:17:00.002+08:00

"Believe, when you are most unhappy,
that there is something for you to do in the world.
So long as you can sweeten another's pain,
life is not in vain. "
- Helen Kelle-

An aimless life

2008-10-26T16:39:00.006+08:00

yesterday me, the boyfriend and the friend hung out at the apartment restaurant/ cafe. Since it was Saturday so i dun feel like siting down and calming myself at any starbucks shop.. Usually, weekends the young people love to chill out at starbucks. As for me, i prefer to chill out where less crowded..

Phase 1:

while chit chat with the boyfriend n the friend i saw a few of young kids around the age of 13-15 sniffing sumthng and its a GLUE.. basically, they are a glue sniffer and the glue they sniff will make 'em feel HIGH..they are wasting their life by doin an unhealthy life style.. U dun sniff the glue, u

use the glue to fix sumthng.. wut a waste of life!!

Phase 2:

Same age but different kids.. its about 5-6 of 'em and each of 'em have their own girlfriend and GUESS WUT??pegi dating mbak adik kecik..hahah.. I'm sure they lied to their parents and that's the reason they brought the lil' bro and lil' sis. Perlu kah mbak adik kecik pakey cover dikpun and takut kenak anok oleh mak bapak.. mak bapak ney x anok mun lepak d tepi jalan and ngaco org.. i think its not necessary to lie if only they tell the truth. However, im sure sum or maybe half of this kids will take the advantage on the opportunites given by the parents. By loafing around the street does not make u look cool at all. They will not go any further if they don't change!

i took just two shot of the kids i saw yesterday..

PIN :D

2008-10-23T22:21:00.003+08:00

i'm still jobless and waiting to be call for interview i do nothing much at home. Basically, i woke up at 10pm and clean the house.. at tyms i do complaint to the boyfriend about how bored i am at home. No wonder mummy always complaint how bored if she's at home bcuz it makes her more tiring instead.. technically, i'm facing dat kind of problem rite now.. i rather working instead of staying at home. i managed to understand the feeling of being housewife..hahah!!!

Mummy called me yesterday and told me i should not throw away the pin from the can..basically, lekak ngabis aek tin ya jangan d buang dolok.. wut i know from her, the pin VERY valuable for now.. if u manage to collect until 1kg= 600 tin u will get around rm600-rm700 (WANG BESAR!!!)..she told me to do dat since i love to buy sodas.. no wonder everybody seem so busy about in (in KUCHING!).. its ok to do dat for the moment.. let say, it is one of my 'hobby' for now since i do nothing at home.. no wonder my nephew get very busy whenever he saw us buying can drink bcuz he's waiting for the pin.. enuf with the pin thing..

i better get goin now..its my bed tim roll..

cindy says wutever and other stories s well

2008-10-07T13:00:00.008+08:00

cindy says who cares and please grow up..

i tot she has stop bugging the 5ive of us instead she never stop and never give up..she kept on pin pointing on her friends and blame on other people. The reason 5ive of her friend against her bcuz she being too stupid and maybe sum ppl out there mite think 5ive of us are the bad ones..she said we're equal but then which part are we equal?as far as i know we are never equal bcuz we can take care of ourselves n obviously 5ive of us are not wasted..

technically, pin pointing on other ppl will not cure of the friendship. beside, i got nothing to lose and i think its not worth it to meet and discuss with that kind of person.. she annoyed me so much and its sux big time for me to meet her up..i dun tolerate with that kind of person..

im leaving soon and i dun even bother to meet and settle up with sum1 like her.. i dun need a friend like dat..i feel like shyt when she's around. whatever she up to i dun even bother to know.. it won't help the 5ive of us if she kept on telling the outsiders how bad we are.. ppl will think that we're the bad ones bcuz we're not supportive enuf.. those who knows the real thng than they'll understand and those who doesn't know let 'em judge wutever they think and the main part of her argument was beyond the dispute..

switch..

few days ago the boyfriend brought his nephew(Ian) and his friend to my place. it was in the evening and they suppose to go back b4 maghrib unfortunately the boyfriend left his car keys in the car and the car was locked up.. they using the same tactics to open up the trigger (makey ruler besi)..about an hour the boyfriend and the friend finally can pull off the lock by pulling the trigger..wut a day!!!i took a pic of the boyfriend and the friend can finally opened the lock.

finally!!!yeah!!!the boyfriend and the friend can opened up the door!!
me and Ian(nya keceng mata :D)
Ian...

the same day my step grandma admitted to the hospital..and the doc found out she has a problem with the liver..ada benda tumbuh d liver nya..hoping she's alrite and really want her to get well soon. She suppose to discharge from the hospital yesterday unfortunately she need to stay about a week.. she need to go for an operation but she refused too, the only way to cure u her sickness is by taking loads of pill. basically,she's under medication starting from now on.. There is no way for her to do heavy stuff bcuz she needs fully rest..really wants to c her healthy as always..

gotta go now!!!will cont the next post later on..

CYA PUNK!!!

+Raya!!Raya!!Raya!!+

2008-10-04T16:10:00.004+08:00

1st day, 2nd day and 3rd day of Raya..

I had the best raya this year and it was the most unexpected raya. Since the 1st day of raya i was with Azel. she invited me to her sis house open house so me, the boyfriend and the friend went there and i spend almost 3 hours at her place. Tipah was there too and i'm dying to meet her and my wish came true.. we did took pix and i will upload later on. From Azel's house i followed the boyfriend and the friend went to their friends house..Almost mid-night i went to the boyfriend's house and met his parents(finally!!)It was ok and i did great thou..

2nd day of raya,im definitely busy and "kenak colek" by Azel and her cousin.. we couldn't plan to go elsewhere until had the exact place to go for visit.. even so, i get to meet up the boyfriend in the end of the day..

3rd day of raya.."kenak colek" by the boyfriend and bejarah to our friend's house at Sejingkat and the 2nd house i went to the boyfriend sister's house at samariang. Had a gud communication so far and i did great as well...later on the boyfriend dropped me off and i went out with Azel and her cousin..4 house and the last house we went was the boyfriend's house at Gita..

i had the best raya this year and i'm glad that finally i get to meet up with the boyfriend's family..

will upload my raya pix later on..

+Selamat Hari Raya+

2008-09-30T17:33:00.002+08:00

I wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my muslim friends..

Have a nice raya with the family and enjoy yourself..

Have a nice day!!!

+Girls Outing+

2008-09-27T19:19:00.010+08:00

Went outing with the girlfriends yesterday and the boyfriend joined us too. We had our 'sungkey' at hilton since Sharon gave us an offer 50% (using her staff rate). So, this is the best opportunity for us thou..(bukan selalu pun). After our 'sungkey' we supposedly continue our hang out time at a place call Monster toungue (my head kept on saying "monster inc.")...However , that place is not a place we wanna hang out instead we went to The Grill(used to be Tao back in the days)...its our old tym fav place to hung out..

i did made a few shot of our pix..check this out..

Miss Azel and Myself

Miss Azel,Myself and Miss Sharon (thanx for the 50% off girl)

The view of The Grill so called Tao

The Buddha Goddess

Apek,Myself,Miss Azel and Miss Sharon

The Lesung BatuMyself, Miss Azel and Miss Ratna..Unforunately, Sharon went home early..
Final take by the boyfriend..
Candid by the boyfriend
The messy table by us (taken by the boyfriend)
myself and Miss Azel discussing 'sumthng'
Mister Cory taken by the boyfriend(cory x ckp tdo)

Niny, I wish you could join us n D.c, u shud have come earlier..hehe

I had a best night after awhile....

raya will be in 4 days time..i need to get ready!!!

+dammm diii dammm+

2008-09-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

The weather pretty sucked up lately. Its hot and humid for sumtym and later on its raining for no reason. Since i'm in Kuching every noon tym i'll take a nap(heheh..such a lazy pig huh)..

i realized there is so many fucking changes in Kuching..damn it!!i saw a lot of new buildings in my hometown..it catch up my eyes bcuz i saw Kuching develop very fast. I'm pretty bored here since i do nothing at all, i mean i do miss my hometown but when comes to life in KL i have so many thngs to do and that's the reason i prefer living my life there bcuz i get to do so much activities. Basically, when comes staying and living with family i have the limits to go out. I'm not allow to got everyday and have a social nite out with friends..let say, today i go out and tomorrow nite i have to stay at home..my mom very particular with our safety(it embrace her so much) and wut i do is, i will asked the boyfriend come over to my house and chilled out together.

as i was browsing around my site i saw a few pic from a girl that i dun pretty much like(dislike)..sik rajin nanga.. day by day she look ugly and she remain me of the hooker i saw from down-town.. holding her ciggie and doesn't look cool with it. I am completely fucked up with those wannabes nowadays.. enuf said!!

Will write again..its my bed time roll

CYA PUNK!

Whispering and Gossiping

2008-09-21T17:07:00.006+08:00

herooooooo...

Well, its my 3rd day in Kuching and it was raining like shit..basically, the weather sucked up the day..hehe..

Whispering? wut is whispering? whispering means "speak very softly one's breath without one's vocal cords, especially for the sake of privacy "(Oxford American Dictionary). For me whispering also known as when someone is keeping secret from one another. Basically, they do not want u to know anything about 'em. (Fucking nonsense)

U play a small role when u hang out with a few people and they started to whisper among each other. Meaning to say, whispering sux big time eyy...it is sumthing i never interested in but its pretty common thou. it is kind a thng that i'm avoiding from bcuz i found whispering for no reason kinda irritating.

Mostly girls do the whispering- thingy. Girls do whispering when they want to gossiping about other people. Gossip is another fucking irritating and pathetic moment. I mean some gossip u can accept and some u intend to avoid. Gossiping is something i really2 want to avoid from bcuz in the end of the day i will feel guilty about it.

Whispering and Gossiping is part of our lives and we have good and bad days about it..

+BLOG is back to view+

2008-09-17T15:55:00.006+08:00

I'm back again..i was cursing so much finally i can view my blog back..hehe..i guess the modem doesn't want to be reset or replace with a new one..pretty happy bcuz i can finally view my shopping on9 website..

Suppose to pack my stuff since i'm goin back tomorrow but then i'll just deal with it tonite.. 2 days ago me and the boyfriend advertise the middle room for rent and surprisingly i received a called from 5 people.. im not sure if any of 'em interested with the room but i offer a gud deal with 'em.. wut i put on the advertise is sumthng like this.

MIDDLE ROOM FOR RENT
MALE/FEMALE ACCEPTABLE
RM550 (NOT INCLUDING WATER,ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BILL)
FULLY FURNISHED
CLEAN ENVIROMENT
WASHING MACHINE (NO CHARGE!)
WIRELESS INTERNET CONNECTION
FRIENDLY HOUSE MATE
NEAR TO THE LRT (ASIA JAYA)

INTERESTED??CALL CINDY 014..... OR END 014.....

i make a good offer and most of 'em asked about the wireless connection.. i just have to wait for their confirmation and if any of 'em wants it then they only can move in by middle or end of October.. i'm just hoping i will have a gud new house mate..i'm worried thou..

+KUIH+

2008-09-09T16:00:00.006+08:00

K.U.I.H

Kuih.. during the Ramadan the muslim people usually sell all types of Kuih..as for me i have a few of my fav kuih..The best thing during Ramadan is u get to try the food u never eat before..d kuching mak ku slalu mbak mek org b'beli kuih..dat's the reason i like the Ramadan season..besides that, i usually join my girlfriends b'sungkey..Since primary school i have more muslim friend which i personally enjoy it. I learned a lot about their religion and i must admit i enjoyed learning about others..its not wrong to learn about other religion..i must say dat i'm comfortable around 'em.. Ok!..My grandpa(Aki) convert to Islam because he married again after my grandma pass away..Aki married to an Indonesian woman..not only dat, a few of my aunties(my mom's side)married to a Muslim man..No one in the family against that..

Back to the Kuih topic..

Curry puff?I like!!!! Me & the boyfriend usually bought from this stall(i can't remember the stall name).. coincidence he's from Sarawak too!!been living in KL for 7 years..well, i must say his curry-puff super delicious!!! (The other kuih i have no idea wut is the name for it)

Besides that, 1 of the stall sell super delicious nasi lemak..i ate 2 packet of it..Thats the way i live..i love to eat and it loves me back..

As for tomorrow i will try the satay from one of the stall..yehaaa!!!heheh

Out of here..

CYA PUNK!!!

Hippies

2008-09-08T21:56:00.014+08:00

H.I.P.P.I.E
Fashion Fixx..

Hippies?Well, i must admit i'm impress with the hippies style..The Hippie style is popular AGAIN..with the flowy dresses, flower, headbands, gladiator sandals and colorful make-up and with the flowing hair and bangles galore..

I guess this season Hippie would be the best choice for me.. As for the ladies back in Kuching they are more to modern style.. i don't mind dressing up like the hippie becuz i love to play with the color..hihi

most people afraid or should i call unsure to mix and match their cloth.. its not a bad thing to mix and match ur cloth..if u have the fashion sense in u i'm sure everything will work out..Hippie is a superb cool nowadays!!

with the big round shade..

with the bell bottom...

with the headband..

the mixing color of the tops..

Lastly...

Tanga!!!org tua tok pun jiwa hippie.. :P

enuf wit the Hippies..

As usual i'm fucking bored at home (ALWAYS AM!!)..the last vacation i had was last 2 weeks and i realized i another vacation again..i always wanted to go to Bali (the boyfriend and me planned for next year!)..i am mental impaired if i just stay at home..i need sum air from outside..hihi..shopping is the only thing i can do all day..

as me and niny discuss about become my house mate and finally she agreed..no worries now so i have to find another person to occupy the middle room.. i prefer a working male or female to be my house mate due to mature behave..i'm sure all the people in the house need a privacy and everyone need to respect each other..if there's anythng to ask do not hesitate to knock on my door and ask..the most important thng is keep the house clean and must pay the rental every month..

Mummy called me this morning and she bought the ticket for me to balit KL on Oct 10th. The boyfriend pun balit on the same date as me and mummy she will be joining us too.She will be on leave for 1 week to settle all my stuff in Kl..more furniture will be in the house and there will be a washing machine too!!!yeahh..i can wash my own cloth..

As i discussing with mummy last month, as soon i have job i will be paying my ow rental and i will be on my own..i need to learn how to survive by my own bcuz i'm old enuf to depend on her..I'm 23 this year and next year i'm 24 so i'm a grown up lady..by that age im the one who should feed my parents (especially my mom)..she support me all this while n i owe her big time for it.. :(

Well, its my bed time roll!!I'm Out of here!!!

C YA PUNK!!!

+Happy Birthday Zulfareena+

2008-09-07T01:17:00.004+08:00

simple post b4 my bed time roll.. i just wanna wish Happy Birthday to my Dear Friend Zulfa..She's turning 23 years old today (Welcome to the 23rd club geng!)..

Another Good Year and Hope U like the present geng!heheh

+Happy Birthday,Mummy+

2008-08-30T11:56:00.007+08:00

Today is my mum's bday and she's 54th this year..too bad on her bday i wasn't with her in Kuching..i missed almost the whole fam bday celebration (how lame it is)..i really miss the moment celebrating with my family.. another hate thing to be is far apart from the family..

as for her bday present??i have no idea wut to give..she seem to have everything... *THINK..THINK..THINK*..

na..its ok..i'll just browse around later at the mall..hihi..

lastly but not least..

HAPPY BDAY MUMMY..

ANOTHER GUD YEAR THIS YEAR

AND

I LOVE U ALWAYS...

Greatest Mom

Thoughtful lady, that works so hard,

Always been there, my dear lifeguard.

Places others before herself,

Proud of pictures on her shelf.

When in pain, maintains here smile,

Multi-tasking, she’s versatile.

With all of this; time she finds,

Her love for us, constantly reminds.

On her birthday, just want to say,

I don’t know how, I will repay?

Eternally grateful, I hope she will see,

The greatest mother, she will always be.

From Your Daughter, Cindy.S.N

Vacation!!!

2008-08-23T17:20:00.025+08:00

Tada....update...update

weekend and weekdays?ermm...wut i do?welllll....i went to LANGKAWI wit my family together with my boyfriend and 1 of our close friend..we stayed at The Frangipani Beach Resort and Spa..the view was rite at the sea view and every morning we can hear the waves..we went there by train and ferry..from KL we're using the KTM and stop in Arau,Perlis and from Perlis to Langkawi we managed to catch up the 1230 noon ferry.. Although, the distance from KL to Arau about 14hours but i had fun!!tiring but still excited about LANGKAWI"S trip..

Spending my days at the beach was my main visit..since we stayed at the resort we hung out at the beach most of the time..jet ski ride with the boyfriend was cool...The Family get to know the boyfriend pretty well this time..

Renting a car was a gud idea since we need to visit the beaches there..besides that, we went for a tour by boat and we managed to stop at 2 famous Pulau..The first Pulau was "Pulau Dayang Bunting"

PULAU DAYANG BUNTING

...The Boyfriend and the nephew went for a swim but the rest only hung out at the side..i was too sleepy to swim at that time..the fresh air made me feel so mellow...the 2nd Pulau was "Pulau Singa Besar" where we just watched the eagle..and not much about it

PULAU SINGA BESAR

PULAU BERAS BASAH

I am amazed wit "Pulau Beras Basah" bcuz of the white and pure sandy beaches.. this time i went for a swim..

Sunburn was a big problem for me but then i wont regret it thou bcuz i love the beaches there..

Food?for 4 days we're having a seafood and love 'em..eheheh..not much about shopping bcuz there is no mall like wut u have in KL..who cares about shopping as long u can feel the fresh air..

here's sum of the pix...

time to cover up the boyfriend with the sand

tada..

tada...

the boyfriend and the friend..

The boyfriend n I waiting for the sunset

the sunset
the sunset again..

The boyfriend & I

Monyet yg sumbing..we found this lil'man at the road side..

i have no idea wut is this but i think its a pretty shot..
with mummy and connie was MIA..
the friend,me & the boyfriend
sis connie while browsing around..
the only transport we depend on..
the view from the other side of the pulau
lil' shane being silly
taken by lil'shane
the boyfriend and I
taken by sum1..me and sis fay
the mummy while taking the breezy moment..
Putu mayo restaurant.
The Family..missed one person..daddy...
The boyfriend & the friend
The View of Gunung Dayang Bunting..
the "Pulau Dayang Bunting"

taken by fay
sis fay..

PutuMayo Restaurant..sounded like KUTU MAYAU..hihi
all around n taken by the waiter..
the view from the entrance of PutuMayo
me and the boyfriend
the don't s sign board..
the boyfriend and the nephew
the "Pulau Dayang Bunting"..
The boyfriend and me with lil' shane
Rasa-rasa restaurant..b4 our last day..
our last day..at the Jetty waiting for the ferry to Kuala Perlis...

the vacation was the best so far..however, heading back to KL was pretty upset bcuz im gonna miss the nature and the fresh air..i will return back soon but not very soon..

......

M back in KL and my family will be returning to Kch tomorrow..starting from tomorrow onward..the same routine and 2 weeks from im officially out from school...by next week i need to prepare my slide show for my presentation..

well..better off now..will write again!!!

+SELF- CONTROL+

2008-07-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

"We mustn't let our passions
destroy our dreams."

+when can i have those+

2008-07-22T00:58:00.005+08:00

I want..i want..i really really want!!!

+Better Life to be achieve and achieve for A Better Life+

2008-07-20T08:46:00.007+08:00

i'm striving to be myself and hell yeah partly of the people does..i've picture myself when i'm 40 and i'm hoping its goin' 2 be wut i always wanted..my own family and still support my family which I MUST!!!especially my mom..things will be different once u have ur family..for now m not ready but sooner or later i have 2 be ready since i'm getting older and older..

maybe i'm lucky enuf becuz i get 2 choose my own partner and mom never stop me who i'm dating wit..she's being a supportive and also protective becuz i'm the youngest in the family and her only hope(i think so)..i am completely understand WHY..for her im predictable bcuz she knows wut i'm up too and maybe a lil' bit open-minded in everything..eventhough we seldom have the MOTHER and DAUGHTER talk/moment..unless i'm desperately need her wise opinion..for sum reason, she gave me a great financial advice..how to do saving and etc..sum ppl mite think and tot i'm a damn spoild brat..well,m not..i get thing very easily but i never ask for it..if i want sumthng pricey i have to do sumthng good like get gud grades and etc..and then i can get the things i want..

since The boyfriend get along with mom pretty well and purrr-fect. m hoping it will continuously..maybe "sum" ppl disagree with my relationship with different religion but who r they to decide my future..its not big a deal and maybe its a big deal for 'em..

I want to have a better life..by then, i have my own goals..achieve-success-achieve-success..by then too,i can support my fam without any doubts..which i must do and must i do..(do u get me bcuz i think i'm not..kidding!)

better off now..just for 2day and that's it

+ol' tym fav+

2008-07-19T15:15:00.003+08:00

+Hash pipe+

P/s:Niny remember how silly we are when this song tune on the radio!!!back in 2001-02..

+Leadership+

2008-07-18T14:01:00.003+08:00

"The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches, but reveal to them their own"

mvie update..

2008-07-17T22:40:00.005+08:00

its tym for movie update...

Batman is the movie i've been waiting and today i have the chances to watched it..its the best batman movie ever and so in love with Christian Bale..Heath Ledger did a great job with the character of Joker and even Maggie Gyllenhaal did a good acting in it (compare to Katie Holmes)..

he is damn good - looking!

he's damn good too..

she is far better than Katie Holmes..

Make urself free to watch the movie because its the best among all the batman movie i've watched back then...

+everyday in love+

2008-07-14T13:37:00.008+08:00

woo-hoo..just yesterday me & Aen celebrating our 2nd year anniversary. we had our dinner at The Apartment restaurant *thanx to the supervisior who took our pix..*

Him
&
HER

...it was worth of 2 years relationship without any breaking up..even though sometimes both of us can be very headstrong and disagreed 2wards each other opinion but doesn't mean it makes our relationship fall apart..it doesn't matter anyway..wut does matter for both in our relationship is being honest and trust to each other...we Understand, Cared and Loved each other too...

i'm in love everyday and so do him..

that's it for today...

old age and new age

2008-07-07T14:33:00.003+08:00

Old age n new age..

since i have spare tym so i decided to write sumthng about music..number of youngsters doesn't appreciate the old age of music bcuz they favor enuf with the new age..as for me i'm a ibig fan of old age beat..i would like to share a few of my fav ppl in the music industry..

Jimi Hendrix
the 1st tym i know Jimi Hendrix when i was in Seattle where i had my vacation with my aunt..we went to the music museum and THERE i started to like Jimi Hendrix..i like the way he plays with the guitar and he has gud quality of sound..i took a pix of Jimi's fancy cloth..besides that, i bought his Cd, t-shirt, bookmark and book about his life..i am amazed with his music and he's one of my inspiration..

Marvin Gaye..
His 1st song i heard was "Ain't no mountain high enough"..he's everybody inspiration including all the rappers, rnb and soul singer nowadays..he was shot by his own dad..enuf with his death..Marvin gaye is one of the best soul singer now and then..the only album i have from him is "Sexual Healing"..he has the sexy sound of beat where can make u feel so mellow..

Earth , wind and Fire & Kool and the Gang
One of my fav old age group..their sound makes me wanna dance all night..i have both of the group complete cd..unfortunately,sum dumb-ass after they borrowed from me they never return it back..

NEW AGE..

i share a few of my fav..

Amy winehouse..
she is terrible but i like her sound of music and she has the most unique voice..

Amerie
Not a very famous rnb singer..but she's amazing..cool beat..

ROCK is part of my fav and not the new kinda group..i dun listen 2 emo band..they sound so freaky to me..i'm not into MCR, MUSE and wutever..i prefer nine inch nails (certain song), 311 and sum few rock band..

Aite..sum ppl think dat i mite not a music kind person bcuz i never tell 'em wut i like and i never sing any song..i dun need to show my interest to ppl..just bcuz i seldom share wut music i like doesn't mean i'm not into music..music is my passion..i listened to dance,trance but not techno..i sing in my head and i listened to my music whenever i'm happy, sad and etc..

enuf with musix..better get goin..off me go

dream car

2008-06-26T14:42:00.005+08:00

day- dreaming..hihi..

everybody has a dream car, dream house and etc..i have my own dream car and dream house..my dream car is always a BMW..i think BMW has wut it takes..even thou the features is the same but the design of the car dat makes me WANNA have one 1 day..nunggu aku jadi OKB..hihi..

New BMW x5 2007

lastly, not my dream car but..its cute thou..
BMW isetta bubble car

Birthday,new gadget,anniversary and FP..

2008-06-12T14:17:00.003+08:00

first of all i wanna wish Happy Birthday to my gud friend, Asfia..

My mom just bought new Pc for the house..its a wireless PC and white color(of course my fav color)..Its a NEC wireless PC..and end of the month my mom promise 2 buy me a new laptop..and MAC is the 1 one i aim for..as for my COMPAQ i'm handing it 2 Aen..can't wait..

soon i'm goin back to Kl and same routine will start all over again..class at evening and m goin' 2 missing my fam...i had the best tym in Kuching and basically its hard for me to leave 'em..I'm goin' 2 miss my friends as well especially Amanda @ Manda..both of us get to lepaking few days ago with Aen n his peeps..as usual Kapal pecah is the main place to lepaking...not much about but m glad to chilling out with her..

Tomorrow(big day!) is me and Aen monthlyannivesary and next month will be our Yearly anniversary..our planned since last week is having dinner at Bella italia..for now there is no any change of plan..Hope so~

before i stop...i have plenty of chapter need to be complete..

Reminder:FP due on August 18th

+Fullfillment+

2008-06-08T12:55:00.002+08:00

The purpose of life is not to be happy – but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, to have it make some difference that you have lived at all.
- Leo Rosten, American teacher and humorist

+Celebration+

2008-06-03T22:56:00.004+08:00

I'm back(from the long house..heheh)..my gawai was not dat happening..but i had fun with my cousins(thanx to annabell,John and Isaac)..at least there is someone to entertain us instead..Tuak was my first main AIM when i arr on that day..i get to drank more than 10 types of tuak..i even say no to liquor and beer...

1st day of gawai was damn boring(so,m not goin 2 write anything about it)..2nd day of gawai we went to auntie anne's rumah panjai, Entulai..entulai is somewhere in Sarikei..well,compare to our celebration at our own rumah panjai i prefer celebrating it at auntie anne's long house..they have more cool and exciting activities..i even get to taste more tuak there!hehe..by evening we're goin' back to our own rmh panjai..

during my stayed at the long house for 3 days i miss my baby so much..thank God there is a coverage at the long house (thanx to DIGI)...i managed to call Aen everyday and he send me MMS and i send mine as well..i can't wait to c him today..as for today he came to my hse with wan n 2mrw both of us goin' out fo dinner..

b4 i end up here..overall my weekend was pretty fun..but i need more rest..i shud stop rite here... *gudnite*

+to be loved+

2008-05-25T22:00:00.003+08:00

To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage. -Lao-Tzu-

+American Idol+

2008-05-23T01:40:00.002+08:00

i knew it..my instinct was right that David Cook won..well,i like the David's actually..both are talented and i want both to win..unfortunately,there is only 1 winner...Both of 'em has the best quality of voice..And i like how the audience being professional compare to what i saw last week on Akademi Fantasia..The David's really did well and i am overwhelmed with it..

+MusiQ+

2008-05-20T13:32:00.002+08:00

"Music expresses that which cannot be put into words
and that which cannot remain silent."
-Victor Hugo-

~Special day~

2008-05-13T00:44:00.003+08:00

13th May 2008- Not exactly our year anniversary (not till July) but its our monthlyannivesary..I planned what to cook for Aen..I'm goin' to cook for him Beef Vindalo..i never cook vindalo b4 but i will try since its our monthlyannivesary..
Just need few things to prepare the beef vindalo:-

cumin seeds
dried red chillies
cardamom seeds
cinnamon seeds
black peppercorns
garlic
vinegar
boneless beef
onion
curry powder
potatoes
tomato puree
sugar
tomatoes
chicken stock
salt and pepper
fresh coriander

placing the cumin seeds,dried chillies,cardamom seeds,cinnamon stick,peppercorns,garlic and vinegar into small food processor and processing into a smooth paste.
place the beef in a non-metallic dish and pour over the paste.Rub into the beef,cover and marinate in the fridge for up to 24hours.

heat the oil in a large saucepan and add the onion. stir- fry for 3-4 min, then add the curry powder and the beef.
stir- fry for 3-4 min and then stir in the potatoes,tomato puree,sugar,chopped tomatoes and stock.

season well & bring to the boil. cover tightly and reduce the heat to low.gently simmer until the beef is tender.

garnish with chopped fresh coriander and serve with steamed rice

just the example of the beef vindaloo

+another diff side+

2008-05-11T15:03:00.007+08:00

I had a mini-reunion with my girlfriends 2 days ago..we went to the loaf and it was such a nice mini-reunion..back in kuching its pretty difficult to have such a reunion ALL together since some of us sik ngam sama drk(due to some of em too sensitive and some of 'em too immature..sungguh budak2 sekali!)..well, as for me both side is still my friends..whatever happens between 'em is not my major problem because my relationship term with 'em is normal as usual..i slept over at emmie's house as everybody was there as well..

To be honest!i miss my old days with all my girls..How close we are back in high school but as for now everybody has their own ways..

~Happy Mother's day~

2008-05-11T02:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to my Dearest Mummy..
even i am miles apart from u but u r always in my heart..
U are the best Mummy and i'm proud to have a mother like u..

Circle of Life

2008-05-02T17:05:00.004+08:00

Every fairy tales has it own happy ending and as for me ending is just the beginning..literally..Somehow, i define my life as "CIRCLE OF LIFE"..my life goes round and round without stopping..there is always bittersweet in my life, and i think there must be a reason for that...Basically, what comes around,goes around and i'm sure many of us realized that..not much ppl appreciate lives but those who appreciate it they know what is it all about...sometimes i like the things surrounding me except for the air, soil and water pollution..pollution much be decrease nowadays..i miss the fresh air in KUCHING..comparing to where i am now i really hated it..

experience is part of my life..i learned a lot in my past and as i grew much older i get to face it more mature than before.Besides that,the influence from others opinion also makes me more positive..influence by good people and knowing that many of US nowadays being such a wannabe doesn't really help a lot lately..i wish they could c themselves on the mirror and realized how bad they are..seriously,being wut u r not will be last long as i can c many people facing it nowadays..

many of us living in fantasy world compare to reality..i think some of us afraid to be in the reality world but that is wut we are..i may sound ridiculous but this what i see and saw..

lasty but not least,

Be who you are in every situation.
- Michael Johnson

+Eye bags problem+

2008-04-21T01:19:00.005+08:00

what to do?I am completely out of plans during my semester break..basically, i have to prepare my proposal and drafting my project..Its only a short semester break so no big deal..and same routine!but i know dat i have to sleep early so reduce my eye bags..This is what i get from the Yahoo search about eye bags

Eye bags have different causes. Lack of sleep and eating too much salty foods. You can reduce your eye bags by sleeping enough time and applying different treatments that are effective for you. Sliced of cucumber for your eyes while lying in your bed. A bag of tea or pouch to tap in your eyes. Use cold spoon to reduce the size down. Many others that I cannot recall but if it is really a big problems for you and you have money, well, surgery will be your last option. It will really fix it and will never come back, maybe ,not for a very long time. Apply cream or whatever you can think off that will fix your eye bags.

It seems that i am lack of sleeping..i need to have enough sleep and need to apply some cream to reduce my eye bags..

Chopping!

2008-04-20T18:24:00.003+08:00

CHOP...CHOP..CHOP..today will be my last day keeping my hair long and tomorrow its going to be short because its pretty hard to managing my long hair..i have dull and split ants everywhere and everyday i have to blow dry my hair. maybe i need a change on myself now and i'm ready to chop off my hair!

i have something in my mind ody and i hope it turns out to be like wut i like and expected. I know ken can cut my hair according to wut i like. Ken cut my hair last year and i really2 like it because i told him wut i really want, so he has somethng in his head. Not many hair stylish know wut u really2 want because some hair stylish just SO NOT PROFESSIONAL.. no offense!but its totally true.

last year i went to highlight my hair and THIS HAIR STYLISH told me it won't spoil my hair instead 2 weeks after i realized that my hair is getting more of split ants. and the color of my highlights turn out to be DAWAI b'karat!

I'm pretty disappointed because i trusted him to do my hair properly but i think i was wrong about trusting him..well, enough said..past is past

bday celebration

2008-03-16T19:58:00.014+08:00

As for my bday celebration i went out for a dinner with Aen, Zulfa n Asfia...we went to italiannies and i had the best bday celebration (i just missed my bday with my family)..the 4 of us enjoying our meal and we have free dessert from the manager(since he's the brother of our college mate)..

I have 1 nice top from Zulfa and Asfia (From Zara)
Cute t-shirt from Aen
a pair of shoes from my Mom and my sis &
a cash from my mom as well

I'm so grateful that i managed to celebrate my bday with my most precious Sayang and not forgetting my 2 amazing buddeh..this year bday i will never forget!

"All work is empty save when there is love."

"The only way to have a friend is to be one"

"To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides."

"Two Love Birds"

Candid I

Candid II

My lovely dovey

My 2 amazing buddeh..i heart u guys!

Two picture purrrfect..hehe

Two naughty beast..heheh

taggeD

2008-02-21T17:24:00.004+08:00

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:

Asus notebook..the tiny 1
coach handbag
A car
A house
$$$$

LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES:

so i can just carry em everywhere..even in my handbag!hehe
I really2 like the simple design of it..
need some privacy
I need my own car so i can go anywhere i want
Sapa x mok $$$..haha

WHO TAGGED YOU:
Niny

5 IMPRESSIONS ON HIM/HER:

Cool
sweeteee.
Talkative
Forgetful
clumsy

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:

being the best friend since high school and always there when i need her..

MOST LOVED INVENTION:

wireless...i dun have to carry any cable here and there

WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST:

maybe not even hate but much like dislike..i mean trying hard to copy sum1 else n it does despise me..

6 PEOPLE YOU WANNA TAG:

everybody in my list..haha

5 secrets to keep from him (Cosmopolitan March)

2008-02-19T12:07:00.006+08:00

secret 1
Past Hookups:
he knows u didn't spend ur days in a convent pre- him, but that doesn't mean he wants mental images of you getting frisky with old flames. men may ask about other dudes, but what they're fishing to hear is that they're the best. avoid lying by not answering questions about ur sexual past. when he dig, tell him he's the only one u can think about in bed.

secret 2
How You spend UR Moola($$$$$$)
as long u don't share funds (but i do!) ur bf doesn't need to know where ur dough goes (he needs to know how much i spend). it stresses out guys to see u buy things they deem unnecessary- like clothes or shoes. the quick fix: when he compliments a dress, don't give him a rundown on where u got it and how much it cost (HAHAHA...aku slalu knk!). and if he asks, tell him it was waaayyy less than the big screen TV he splurged on.

secret 3
The way u feel about his family
Warning: dissing his clan will do damage to ur relationship. so even if his mom is Queen Bitch (dun get me wrong, i never think that way but i respect his family so much especially his mom), keep ur mouth shut. the minute u say something slightly negative, he will feel like u're making him choose between u and them and resent u for it. if they're truly awful, avoid being around them whenever u can.

secret 4
Innocent Flirtations
u love ur guy, but doesn't mean u can't chat up other men. In fact, being flirty is healthy as long as it doesn't go further. it may be tempting to brag that u still get male attention, especially if u feel ur guy takes u for granted, but telling him about the neighbor who checks out ur ass is going to make him feel insecure. keep quite, and take pleasure in the fact that u've still got it going on.

secret 5
what u really think of his gift
u're bound to get a few doozies from ur guy. instead of slamming him, find one good thing about each present. men aren't super expressive, so a gift is their way of saying they care. if u reject it, u reject him. next time, drop hints so he gets u something u like- for example mention about ur fav store!!!

*the end*

Risque Rubbernecking

2008-02-15T15:44:00.004+08:00

Another article from the same mag but different month..This is one of my selected article..

Risque Rubbernecking
"i don't have a car, so whenever i want
to go somewhere but can't get a ride,
i'm forced to walk. one afternoon, i was headed
to a friend's, and i had to walk
along this busy road to get there. It was
rush hour, and there was a bumper- to- bumper
traffic. all of a sudden, a big gust of wind
blew my skirt up. Unfortunately, i hadn't
worn underwear that day, and everyone
on the road got a very intimate
look at me. i was so mortified that
i ran the rest of the way to my friend's house"

The moral of the storyline GIRLS!!!please wear underwear..this could happen to anyone of you that doesn't wear underwear..gross!

valentines day?and Unjust dessert!

2008-02-14T11:48:00.006+08:00

*i love u,u love me..we are happy family..with a great big hug n lalalalal* familiar with dat?(Barney isn't it) valentines day?what is dat?hihih..i never celebrate since then even though i'm not a muslim..i read an article about valentines few years back unfortunately i cannot remember...for me valentines day will be much fun if we celebrate with family and friends...(true isn't it)...enuf with all the crapping about valentines day..*end*

I was reading AGAIN my cosmopolitan mag this morning and i found something interesting and disgusting!!!i have to make Aen to read it later and i'm sure he's goin' to throw out..i know my baby very well..about this article its much different then the other one..here it goes..

Unjust Dessert

"my boyfriend was going to a pool party
and he asked me if i could shave his chest
for him. i agreed and filled a dark blue
bowl with water to clean the razor. when
i finished, i poured out the water and put the bowl
on the counter. Later that night, i asked my bf to
fix me some ice cream. he returned with a bowl, and
i dug in. but as i was eating, i got a mouthful of strawberry
ice cream and hair! he had given me the bowl from
the counter without washing it! I still can't bring
myself to eat ice cream"

OMG!!i cannot believe it..that is the most disgusting thing could happen to me (thank God!dat never happen to me)..i do shave for my bf but most of the time he prefer to shave it for himself..hahah..i guess she should wash the bowl at the 1st place instead of leaving it on the counter...Gosh!!!and as for her bf he should check the bowl b4 he fix the ice cream..but STILL...disgusting and FUNNY!! * end*

enuf with dat..i gtg!hehe

Revenge of the NUDES!

2008-02-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

As i was reading my Cosmopolitan mag yesterday i found this interesting article yet SILLY...here it goes..

Revenge of the Nudes
"My ex and I remained friends, even when
we both started seeing other people. But his
new girlfriend didn't like the fact that he was
still friends with me, so she gave him an ultimatum:
If he wanted to be with her, he'd have to cut me out of his life.
She even asked for the password to his Myspace account so she could
check up on him!He did what she wanted, so
I decided to get even with both of em.
I took naked picture of myself and sent them to his Myspace
account in a message subject line "The Pictures
You Wanted", knowing that she would see it.
She dumped him the following week!"

In my opinion of this article is...His new gf has the right to get jealous but at the same time its not necessary to asked for his password to his myspace..U can get jealous but NOT TOO JEALOUS...and as for his EX, she shouldn't do that bcuz she just ruined someone else's relationship..Its unfair to him bcuz he didn't do anything mean to his ex..and if i were that guy i just get over it with both of the ladies..mun aku tek conpom manas..hihi..in fact she can ask him to explain and to tell the truth about the pic..and they shud meet his ex and settle everything of and ask her to explain why she did that..basically, she will say that she's being too jealous but she should have not doing that..i mean do something more appropriate..aku bukan mengalak kan tapi iboh lah anta gamba telanjang indah..paham sik!

Real love?

2008-01-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

Everyone is looking for love.But what is the Love we all want and need?what does real love look like?How will we know when we've found it?
Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. It’s also Real Love when other people care about our happiness unconditionally. It is not Real Love when other people like us for doing what they want.Under those conditions we’re just paying for love again.We can be certain that we’re receiving Real Love only when we make foolish mistakes, when we fail to do what other people want, and even when we get in their way, but they don’t feel disappointed or irritated at us. That is Real Love (true unconditional love), and that love alone has the power to heal all wounds, bind people together, and create relationships quite beyond our present capacity to imagine.

Some think of "being in love" as an unexplainable feeling that we "fall in and out of". if love offered was always returned,there would be enough to go around.If love always won the day,many more of us would be inspired to act lovingly even in the toughest circumstances.but love is always not returned.and sometimes when love is returned,it is redefined to fit our own interests.love often means different things to different people.Depending on who is doing the talking,love can be mean:-

a feeling may not last
a euphemism for sexual relationship
self sacrificing action on behalf of others
acceptance without criticism
being more honest than nice

this is a few description about LOVE

A) Something extremely rare, precious, and infinitely mysterious, which nearly every individual (and every self-help author) claims to be an expert on.

B) Something that we can never define with words, yet are completely obsessed with.

C) What we all we all search for continually . . . and experience, rarely.

D) It's where you are " IT" to somebody else, and somebody else is "IT" to you.

E) A need, desire, sensation, craving, emotion, or appetite (such as security, loneliness, possessiveness, dependency, horniness, etc) dressed in a warm, heavy coat of wishful thinking and pretense.

F) Something we all talk about, think about, hear songs about, dream about, watch movies about, read about, sing about - about which we really know almost nothing.

G) Something we all taste in rare, brief moments of intimacy - which some say is a brief glimpse of actual spiritual enlightenment. . . but normally takes place in between long periods of pain, boredom, and loneliness

H) Something we base our lives around, but that most of us don't really want to waste any time actually thinking about. (see also: "Something way too important to talk about.")

I) Something that is so important that it needs not only to be talked about, but studied, researched, understood, practiced, and lived.

J) Something you promise to remain in, for better or worse, in sickness and health, for richer or poorer, etc, etc . . . or until you abandon it when things get boring or become inconvenient.

Soooo,anybody has any definition about love beside this

2008!!

2008-01-02T12:58:00.000+08:00

Since its a new year and new resolution...i hope things will work out well and i want to begin with new life and be a better person (much better!)...I din get to celebrate my new year (not complaining..heheh)like past years so i will celebrate with my girls in Kuching..I'm goin' back to kuching next week (again!) for a week..as for my dearest Zulfa she's going to London with her family for vacation till the 26th January...i'll be alone (not a problem bcuz i have my partner)...I hope she's will spend her quality time there..Have FUN geng!
As for my baby (*my partner) he's coming back tomorrow and i'm goin to meet him at the airport bcuz my mom is going back to kuching tomorrow...I'm looking forward to watch AVP2 tomorrow!!hehehe..(hopefully)..

2008-01-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2007 and welcome 2008...Begin new life and vision for this year..
Overall,my new year totally SUX!!!my worst new year ever this year...totally boring..all i do is sleep and eat..i dun get to celebrate like last year and few years ago..i was with my mom, my sis and my nephew at the hotel and its too crowded to go out..we went out for dinner at The Ship..basically, this is not wut i expect for new year!!!its pretty upset thou bcuz i'n not celebrating like i used to celebrate b4..Enuf with the crap..i need to stop now..

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Nenek 18th anniversary

2007-11-15T20:08:00.001+08:00

A few days ago was my late nenek's 72th bday. I miss her a lot and i wish she is still alive. I grew with her and she was the one that taking care of me since i was born. Basically, she is like a mother to me...

Grandma

Your pictures on my wall
From just 18 years ago
Now that you're gone
I miss you more and more

It's been so short
But yet so long
I'm wishing you were here
But I'm knowing that you're gone

Waking up each day
Missing your sweet voice
I know if you were here
I'd make a better choice

My life has been bad
Since you have been gone
And all my battles
None have been won

R.I.P Grandma, I love you and miss you!

Summer 2006

2007-11-15T12:45:00.001+08:00

As for summer 2006 my aunt bought me a ticket to join them to New Zealand. I was told by my aunt to learn ski in Queenstown. Two weeks before i go i just hooked up with a guy i knew back in college. We don't really talk while in college time because i dun really like him, not hate much like sik rajin ngan nya..tang over dr dak lain. The person that aku x rajin is now my boyfriend..hahha..Basically, i was match make by my own close friend and coincidence they are cousin..A week later we are officially boyfriend and girlfriend. I was pretty hard for me to leave because we just hooked up...He was upset after 3 times i rejected him back in college days. However, i realized that the person i rejected for 3 times is now belong to me..hehhe..
This time my summer hol will only for 2 weeks..Luckily,not 3 months or else i'm goin' to miss him..I was pretty excited about my summer hol because i'm looking forward about my ski lesson but in the other hand i'm pretty sad because for 2 weeks i won't get to be with him..As i packed all my sweat shirt and scarf i was ready to go..
He send me to the airport and that was pretty sad thou...And again!i traveled alone for 10 hours. From Auckland i have to take a shuttle bas and send me to the hotel. I'm alone..all alone..By 6 i went down and walking alone for makan...I did some shopping even the shop close at 7pm...Boring..By 9pm i went back to the hotel and ready to sleep because the next day i have to woke up early...

Alone in Auckland...:(
The view of Auckland at night...

The next day...ready to the airport and packed again some cloth...At the airport i met my aunt and her family...we traveled together to Queenstown..From Auckland-Queenstown is about 2 hrs...Excited!excited!sad!sad!
We arrived and straight heading to the hotel and everybody go to bed early bcuz the next day will be our first lesson to ski..

Ready for shopping

Trying on my ski shoe with Luke and aunt Alvina

Cornette Peak,Queenstown
me and cuz nassi
me and aunt alvina
The view of Queenstown town at night
Me and cuz Nassi with the giant kiwi
The view of cornette peak
Me and my ski equipment
aunt Alvina,Me and my ski instructor

First day was pretty tough..

tada!

I finally did it after 3 days of lesson
Taken by the workers at the cornette peak

Cuz Daniel..i would love to try snow boarding one day!
Love this pic..
trying our best to go on the top
we did it!!

minus 5 with free vodka..and the glass is made from ice..i mean everything in this -5
A ride with snow mobile
after an hour ride..lenguh bdn ku..burit ku sakit..
End of our snow mobile riding and off to the town
me and cuz nassi..we love playing with the 'microphone' from the headphone.
on the way to the sheep farm by ferry..

The view from the ferry
at the sheep farm..after i saw all the cute sheep i started not to eat Lamb..
Too bad!i can't take any pic of the sheep bcuz my cam out of battery
On the way to the horse farm..We're going for the horse riding for 2 hrs.
The horse from LOTR..
To be honest,i hate horse riding..i have my own reason..
Some place i can't remember..hihi
At the mouri village..we did some mouri dance with the student that came for volunteer work
and we having dinner with them too with the mouri food..hehe
after 2 weeks,it time to go back to Auckland.

That was my summer hol for 2006..I had fun with my aunt and her family..Felt from the T-bar with Nassi was hilarious...learning something new is not only gain more knowledge but also giving me muscle on my arm..hehe

-The End-

Summer 2005

2007-11-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

I miss my summer hol with my aunt and her family 2 years back. I had fun during my summer hol with them bcuz i went to all kind of places. From shanghai-Canada-LA-Seattle. During my summer hol i get to learned about different people from different places. I went for side seeing a lot with my aunt and don't forget SHOPPING!!! Their lifestyle and etc...
Basically, from my summer hol with my aunt she taught me a lot about life and also love. I changed a lot after my summer hol with my aunt. I'm more mature, positive, open and became better person than used 2 b b4. Regarding about love, i had the worst relationship ever with my ex and my aunt told me that i should dump him at the 1st place because i didn't get anything from him not even happiness..NOTHING..NADA!!!Back from my summer hol i was ready to dump him....A few months later i dumped him for my own good and i realized i was free and ready to be myself again..I owe my aunt a lot bcuz she taught me became a strong person... ;;)Besides, their is nothing i regret by letting a loser like him..I have a better bf now and much better..
Shanghai!!!!

here i am Whistler,Canada
Vancouver, Canada on the way to Campbell river, BC
Campbell river,BC

on the way to Fork Angeles,BC

Victoria,Canada...Its one of my fav place and i love The Empress hotel..The best hotel ever i stayed..me,cuz nassi and cuz daniel
The Empress hotel..
Victoria City at night time...
Welcome to LA,California
A place like no other..
Santa Monica beach,LA
Universal Studios,LA..
With Mickey Mouse at Disney Land,LA
The Simpsons baybeh..heheh
F.R.I.E.N.D.S studio..
A view from Betsy summer house in Seattle,Washington
Seattle city
Air force One Plane from the inside
Air force one
Music museum,Graffiti wall
Guitars...

Salmon,From the fish market
Finally,Tom a cute guy i saw from the public market..hehe

Well, this is all my pic from my summer hol 2005...and i'll be back for the summer 2006....