+The Ulti.Mate Me+

i knew it..my instinct was right that David Cook won..well,i like the David's actually..both are talented and i want both to win..unfortunately,there is only 1 winner...Both of 'em has the best quality of voice..And i like how the audience being professional compare to what i saw last week on Akademi Fantasia..The David's really did well and i am overwhelmed with it..

13th May 2008- Not exactly our year anniversary (not till July) but its our monthlyannivesary..I planned what to cook for Aen..I'm goin' to cook for him Beef Vindalo..i never cook vindalo b4 but i will try since its our monthlyannivesary..
Just need few things to prepare the beef vindalo:-

• cumin seeds
• dried red chillies
• cardamom seeds
• cinnamon seeds
• black peppercorns
• garlic
• vinegar
• boneless beef
• onion
• curry powder
• potatoes
• tomato puree
• sugar
• tomatoes
• chicken stock
• salt and pepper
• fresh coriander

just the example of the beef vindaloo

I had a mini-reunion with my girlfriends 2 days ago..we went to the loaf and it was such a nice mini-reunion..back in kuching its pretty difficult to have such a reunion ALL together since some of us sik ngam sama drk(due to some of em too sensitive and some of 'em too immature..sungguh budak2 sekali!)..well, as for me both side is still my friends..whatever happens between 'em is not my major problem because my relationship term with 'em is normal as usual..i slept over at emmie's house as everybody was there as well..

To be honest!i miss my old days with all my girls..How close we are back in high school but as for now everybody has their own ways..

Every fairy tales has it own happy ending and as for me ending is just the beginning..literally..Somehow, i define my life as "CIRCLE OF LIFE"..my life goes round and round without stopping..there is always bittersweet in my life, and i think there must be a reason for that...Basically, what comes around,goes around and i'm sure many of us realized that..not much ppl appreciate lives but those who appreciate it they know what is it all about...sometimes i like the things surrounding me except for the air, soil and water pollution..pollution much be decrease nowadays..i miss the fresh air in KUCHING..comparing to where i am now i really hated it..

experience is part of my life..i learned a lot in my past and as i grew much older i get to face it more mature than before.Besides that,the influence from others opinion also makes me more positive..influence by good people and knowing that many of US nowadays being such a wannabe doesn't really help a lot lately..i wish they could c themselves on the mirror and realized how bad they are..seriously,being wut u r not will be last long as i can c many people facing it nowadays..

many of us living in fantasy world compare to reality..i think some of us afraid to be in the reality world but that is wut we are..i may sound ridiculous but this what i see and saw..

lasty but not least,

Be who you are in every situation.
- Michael Johnson